I thought maybe he was gonna turn into an ass, but he didn't, at first. He called, we were gonna hang out, but he never called back. Then, he called today thought about hooking up, he was gonna call me back and he still hasn't. B-O-R-I-N-G. I don't wanna waste my time on the bullshit and games. So I guess that shit is over, it kinda sucks b/c New Years Eve is like pretty much here, but oh well. At least it was sweet while it lasted, hah!
I've had alot to drink tonight. I've had Southern Comfort, Gin, Vodka, Rum, Tequila, Triple Sec, and Brandy. I'm not an alcoholic, I swear. I'm gonna try to stop smoking next year.
I hate liking someone, it always turns into crap. Everytime damnit. I really just wanna go to bed. I'm sick of thinking about it. I'm about sober now just tired. It'd be nice if someone would come hang out or at least talk to me but noo he wants to be a pimp instead. Talking to this computer screen doesn't really make me feel any better either. I hope drinking this milk won't make me sick.
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